Gates here. this will be sort of long, though. I wrote this thing 24/7 so I could present it here today.
Huggy, as you know, is on the picture. She is so sweet, but I feel so bad- she can’t leave SADA! But how could Kana do this? Kana- sweet, kind Kana- did this? It’s hard to believe, if you think about it. Kana was the one who pushed me through the rocks, when she could have left me to face my death. But no, she saved me. Isn’t that the most amazing thing? And Kana loves to listen to others- she is last in line in her own eyes. But now- Kana wants CNC so desperately, I’m surprised CNC isn’t asking Kana to join. Let’s hope she says no.
And Catty? Well, she’s gone, too. Princess= SACA!
Everybody is drifting apart, I have to say, HOWL!!!!!
NOthing is better than just grimacing and crying and letting all the tears just wash away. I read Huggy’s posts- she really should become a writer- she is as good as Kana- and that’s saying a lot! Kana won the “BDW (Best Dog Writer) Award” and kana was all smileys for the whole week, but that’s KAna. Kana seems like a really different dog now- like she doesn’t appreciate what she already has. She needs MORE, MORE, MORE!
And now- me! I am getting worse. My eyesight is dimming- and I can barely see figures and outlines. My hearing is getting worse, too- you have to shout for me to even hear a mere whisper. And my legs hurt like crazy! My paws are bent and they feel like if I put too much pressure, they will craxk.
Uh, Arthritis!
This just really stinks to me- I have the worst life of the whoel gang. Sure, maybe they have their own problems, but none of them is literally sick with disease. Or if they are, I hope they will feel better in time for New Year’s day- which is TOMORROW!! Oh, my woof- I am so excited!
Sada Dog is planning to throw a new year’s Party!!!
Um, well- bye for now!
Huggy here. I still have time before the decision. ANd truth be told- I’m nervous. Super duper nervous. I’m fretting.
Should I leave?? Should I? I do miss a normal life- where I don’t worry about Adopt Me, Please. and I don’t have tasks and earn names like huggypaw! Where I don’t have to make difficult choices and write a post or two everyday. But SADA is difficult. It’s not fair! But I shouldn’t be saying that. gates should! He has arthritis and it makes it very difficult for him! I just wish I could help somehow, but I’m so confused, I hardly know where I am.
But… here at Sada? I have a ton to blog about, and a ton to think about. I’m surrounded by the gang.. or my friends. I have secrets and I have burdens. My life is a betrayal full of test and questions to see if I’m worthy. But am I?
Doubt is my weapon. So is cuteness. When you open this blog, you must think- Huggy has a totally normal, perfect life, but I don’t. I used to. Scroll to the posts in August 2013, when I first got the blog. I wasn’t there yet, until late August. I had a totally normal life then. Compare it to now. You can see the difference, right? Um, oh well, I have to say good- bye!
I don’t have a lot of time just to stay and write here all day, though I need to write four more posts!
Chatroom: kryteers, secretstealer, mysteryMWAhha, huggythepugno.1, COOKIEcrumbs789, iamablackpug789, princessqueen456, sadadog, gates123, sandyiscool999, belluvsawesome, violetpetluvah, cattygurlrulz, kanaboxer
cattygurlrulz: v? are you here? bel, you 2?
belluvsawesome: here, yah. I can understand why you are friends with some of the dogs here!
cattygurlrulz: you can?
sandyiscool999: I can understand why you like Bel…
secretstealer: bel, what did you do behind my back?
belluvsawesome: nothing, I swear. I like ton make new friends. don’t you?
sadadog: Catty, how do you like home?
cattygurlrulz: it’s fine.
gates123: princess, SACA?
princesqueen456: I am on task one- but I just couldn’t refuse this chat request! 🙂 The leader, SACA Cat is really sweet, but one of the Cats mewswhisker is MEAN! 😦
huggythepugno.1: snort.
princessqueen456: what?
kryteers: whisker… instead of PAW? silly!
princessqueen456: I can scratch, you know!
iamablackpug789: we know. you literally ripped out my eyeball!
COOKIEcrumbs789: mine, too! remember… it was so funny, I was almost with one eye, instead of two.
kanaboxer: yup! SOO… funny! I don’t want you to have only one eye!
sadadog: some of us might…
gates123: what do you mean, SADA dog, by that?
sadadog: nothing!
huggythepugno.1: um, well- so I have an announcement!
kanaboxer: DON’t!! I read your post!
COOKIEcrumbs789: I did too!
mysteryMWAhha: what? you still go on that blog?
COOKIEcrumbs789: yeah, I just read their posts n secrets (HA!)
secretstealer: good job, cnc!
sadadog: that’s not nice!
sandyiscool999: but bel said otherwise…..
secretstealer: sandy and bel? what’s up with you two? I have to know why you are both whispering and giggling like crazy! it hurt me 😦
belluvsawesome: sorry!
sandyiscool999: I second that! Sorry!
huggythepugno.1: please- stop! I have an announcement- I’m going to leave SADA!
sadadog: what?!!!!!
kanaboxer: huggy- no! make your decision later!
cattygurlrulz: yeah, huggy- no! life back here is boring! you can’t miss the fight!
kanaboxer: yes, huggy no!
gates123: leave? why- is it ’cause of me?
princessqueen456: I like SACA- but I’m not leaving you- or SADA!
iamablackpug789: our best secret agent- my best friend- gone?
huggythepugno.1: sorry- I just can’t.
kryteers: why? why? why do you wanna leave? I’m not saying it’s bad- I like it, but I wanna know- curious of me!
mysteryMWAhha: what made you change your mind?
kanaboxer: it was me.
sandyiscool999: KANA?!?
violetpetluvah: really?!?!
kanaboxer: I told huggy today that the gang needed space.. and we weren’t friends, and Huggy’s now mad and wants to leave 😦
iamablackpug789: you won’t, right, huggy? and kana? I’m at a loss for words!
kanaboxer: I regret it too. I shouldn’t have said anything.
gates123: oh well.
kanaboxer: thanks, gates. you understand-
gates123: no, what? I said oh well to Wronklette- we are also chatting!
huggythepugno.1: wronk o lay? back to her? kana’s right!
kanaboxer: I’m not!
sadadog; huggy I’ll give it to you till tomorrow to think, ok?
huggythepugno.1: ok
kryteers: SAY NO! SAY NO!
mysteryMWAhha: best secret agent- gone, ha! too petty for them!
secretstealer: so? they deserve to lose one! we don’t!
kryteers: already 3459 dogs! come on- we’re wasting our time here!
COOKIEcrumbs789: i’ll come in a sec!
secretstealer: great! come on!
COOKIEcrumbs789: guys, n dogs? bye!
belluvsawesome: see you, CNC!
huggythepugno.1: good luck and thanks for the post!
kanaboxer: I second that! thanks!
COOKIEcrumbs789: no prob!
I have made a decision- I will leave SADA, to go back home. I have no choice- Kana said we were breaking apart. What’s the point…. if we’re not even together? Ugh. I feel mucky and gooey. I would usually go to gates to talk it out, but now? gates is tired, lethargic and all he does is grunt. Missions aren’t going to come easily to him… especially the near coming battle. And CNC telling all that- makes me suspicious. And Catty- I only heard from her yesterday, but today? It’s almost noon- and no sign of a post at all! This is unbelievable.
I have to say goodbye to SADA and SADA dog- even though I commented on Sada Dog’s new blog- and it made me laugh aloud- and I wonder if the gang- no, my so called ‘friends’- read it also! But we aren’t friends anymore. the words I am typing make me cringe. I don’t want to listen to Kana- why was she so mean?? It confused me, no wait- it still confuses me. I don’t think kana has ever done anything to harm anyone.
So I’m going to request a chat- with everyone, including SADA dog- so I can break the news to him.
I wonder if Sandy is going to leave after me- because she has two forbidden friends- not like Violet who is just friendly with Catty. Friendly? Friends? Those words used to make me feel sunshine and rainbows and now I feel like throwing up. I feel sick and dizzy- but I won’t type more.
I will tell everything to every one during the chat! Ha, I wonder what they’ll say when I’ll announce that I’m leaving. I can imagine gates grimacing, Princess getting worried, Sandy saying, ‘eh?’, Kana frowning with grimness, SADA dog shocked, Muggy disappointed, Catty and Violet looking as if they’ll faint, and the evils smiling.
I can’t do it, but I have to. for the Gang’s sake. I just have no other chance to escape this nightmare come true.
Me: Huggy- we have to tell SADA dog that we know the evils battle plans! Huggy: KANA! No, how do you know she isn’t lying? I am silent for a moment. I know CNC. We used to be BFF’s. And now? Well, CNC is unpredictable. I squirm before I can answer. My mind is all blank! Me: Cookies ‘n Cream and I used to be Bff’s. She never lied. Huggy’s expression softens. Her wrinkles wrinkle and she peers at me, to see if I am lying. But I’m not. I’m not lying. I can’t after all. Huggy: I agree- she never did lie! Me: Yeah, and she wants to come back- you hear? Huggy nods and her eyes are trained on the floor, like she’s hiding something. Did she…? Oh, no she didn’t! She couldn’t! Me: The letter for CNC… the private post….. you READ it? Huggy avoids eye contact and I see her about to run away. I grit my teeth. So she did! My heart breaks! Me: Why?!? Huggy: I don’t know…. I just did- no harm done, right? I don’t look at Huggy- no harm done? Seriously- why is Huggy being all snoopy all of a sudden? I disapprove. Huggy: At least- we’re still Bff’s and CNC might come, right?? Anger flashes inside me. I can’t control it. It’s in my mind, my heart, my lungs, my paws… it’s every where. I can feel it, burning like a flame inside me. Me: Huggy- no, why are we friends? Why? Huggy’s eyes widen. Huggy: So… we’re not? Anger is back, and fear is now flickering. Me: Princess is gone for SACA, Catty left, violet is obsessed with Catty, Muggy? too playful, Gates- sick, and CNC left us, and us? Well, we’re apart. the gang is.. well, falling apart, I guess. So, we don’t belong. I Try not to break the news to Huggy too harshly. But Huggy looks like I just stabbed a knife into her. My heart breaks. Huggy: So… we don’t click… anymore? Me: I- I- didn’t- But it’s too late- Huggy is gone. I feel like crying. No, this chat went HORRIBLE!
CNC here. I overhead Seen and Anni talking about their battle plan. I’m going to write it, ’cause I received the note from Kana- forgiving me! YES! So- here is the outline I overheard, while they thought I was asleep!
Seen: They think we don’t have a plan!
They both chuckled.
Anni: But Smithy and Cookie ‘n Cream canNOT hear this!
Seen: DUH! They probably are on ‘their’ side!
Anni nodded solemnly.
Anni: you’re right. Smith A. is all about Bel- now, who is friends with Catty, and Catty is friends with Violet! A CHAIN!
Seen: And Cookie, is desperate to get her ‘besties’ back!
Anni chuckled!
Anni: ‘K, so what do we do?
Seen looked around nervously, and lowered his voice, to just above a whisper. My doggy ears heard every word.
Seen: We pretend not to have an idea, and we code yell- SURREND!- and then the army of dogs we have comes running out. But they will be hidden in different bushes. So the SADA army won’t stand a mere chance. When they are taken by surprise- they will either lunge forward or retreat! If they lunge forward, then half one will retreat, while half two will lunge forward. Half three will be hidden. Then, if they retreat, half one will sprint after them, and then half two will stay and take out spears, and mark our territory. I will press the button to the electric fence- and VIOLA! They will be trapped in the area. Half three will come forward, by surprise, hidden and camouflaged, and will attack most dogs. Half one and two will follow in rows. Half four will go sideways, and Half five will pop up from the behind. We will snap photos and damage them. After they surrender, we will sign a pact- that they will never fight us again! HA AHA HA AHA HA AH AH AHA HA HA AH!
Anni’s eyes widened.
Anni: You get everything planned out, eh?
Seen smirked and nodded, and quietly sat down to stretch his strong legs. He took a long sip of water, to calm his nerves after his fast speaking.
Anni: It’s marvelous. But only three days- what about- well, the halves? We have 3000 dogs!
Seen chuckled.
Seen: We need 5000! Then, it will be 1000 in each half!
Anni sighed, and plopped down next to Seen on the couch. Seen disapproved, and shook his head.
Seen: Annigregu- come on, we HAVE to find 2000 dogs pronto! Let’s ask CNC, Smith Anthony and Star STripe, too!
Anni nodded.
Anni: yeah, come on!
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So that’s the creepy story. I am so scared- but SADA, now you know the plan! Bye! Hoep this was helpful! 🙂
Um, Violet here. Huggy asked me to insert this very cute pic of her, and I complied. Cute, right?
But Huggy told me how to view private posts today, but I couldn’t bring myself to do it, until now. I have the tab open…… but I can’t.
I slowly close my eyes, and click it, and yes- EUREKA!- it works.
I stare at the blank screen. There are quite a few private posts, including my diary entries! Did Huggy read them? I push the doubt away- I need to trust my friend to actually go on this blog. I close my eyes and breathe and then something catches my eye.
sandyiscool999 has mini chat with belluvsawesome.
Bel?
IS Catty included there? I close my eyes- and hesitate. Huggy did it- she read this, or why else would she have told me to check out the private posts? Am I traitor? Guilt over flows me, but my eyes scan the post.
Bel….. jealous of me? No way! That’s impossible! I keep reading- I can’t stop!
Is this true?!? My head swarms with dizziness. Bel… is she a phony? Is she back with Smith Anthony? Questions swarm my head, instead of dizziness.
No. I push my hand from the computer.
Sandy… sweet, ol’ Sandy? A- a -secret?
No. no. No!
But I close my eyes and remove myself from the computer.
Much better. The fear passes, and I glance at Muggy, playing like it’s an ordinary day.
It is. It is. It’s very ordinary. Let me post this as PRIVATE, let Huggy read it. Let her.
Let ME read it. Guilt pools me, and my stomach lurches.
Bye. Bye.
Um, well please say TOTALLY YES! (Or whatever you think!)
But I think CNC should be forgiven- she deserves it- totally! Did you read her heart breaking post? Well, my heart was a knife cut into two! OMS (oh my sadness!)
So please think about your answer- CNC is a friend, after all! Go to the Search button and hit WCSOTG and read all the posts when CNC was a dear friend! So, please- let us give the spotted Dalmatian another chance!
Huggy here.
I read Kana’s letter. Don’t bark- don’t snarl- don’t! I lost my pact, so what? And I did get my congratulations from Kana! I was over the moon!
Kana: great job on your post!
Me: Thanks!
And Kana just smiled at me, her thick boxer coat gleaming, and she walked away, so proud and happy!
But reading Kana’s message to CNC made me want to throw up! I wish I didn’t read it! I just wish- oh, well. I did. And now I know Kana wants CNC back and she forgives her!
Me?
No way! CNc harmed SADA- she is evil- and coldhearted! She broke SADA and the gang- by leaving us- argh! So why should I ever forgive her? I have to mark this as ‘Private!’ Gates and Kana and the rest would never approve!
And Princess? Well, she’s living a life, that’s for sure! Friends, luxury, missions… Princess has it all! And Sada Dog is thinking of sending her partly to SACA (Secret Agent Cat Association!) But I won’t have it! We were already torn apart- do we need more? NO WAY!
Well, I know I have a lot of strong opinions, so please don’t use them against me!! Thanks!
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