December 31st!

Gulp. today is December 31st.
Decision day! Tell SADA dog about plans day! So many events, but I am still with doubt.
IS CNC LYING?!? SHOULD I LEAVE?!?
I just am not sure about my choices yet. kana is- she plans to tell SADA dog- all by herself. part of me feels left out, but the other half doesn’t feel left out. And why should I feel this way when I am surrounded by…. by… I don’t know- friends, I guess.
Why do we have to make choices?
Which is regret such a strong word? life would be easy if we just had someone we trusted to navigate our lives. That’s what cats have. That’s what princess used to have.
But it’s too sad now.
we have to make the choices and face the consequences and choose our paths. it’s our choice whether to be selfish or brave, nice or mean. And then we wonder: What would have happened if I chose the other option? But, too bad. We only live once. And nobody is willing to live again a life full of dread and being tormented. And who wants guilt?
I bet the evils are heavy with guilt! Who wouldn’t be after declaring war! And, well the more I think about it, the more doubt I have. I can’t choose, I just can’t. This is a great mystery to me- why to do we face so many troubles?
I think for a while, and then the answer comes to me, crystal clear: So we can overcome them.

HUGGY!
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Should Huggy Stay at SADA?

I need help. Should I stay? I’m stuck. PLEASE help! I need to make my choice- and fast, before it’s too late! And who wants that to happen?
Um, well, also think about my previous post and weigh the goods and the bads about leaving and the goods and the bads about staying! Thanks, it’ll be helpful!

Huggy**

The Requested Chat

Chatroom: kryteers, secretstealer, mysteryMWAhha, huggythepugno.1, COOKIEcrumbs789, iamablackpug789, princessqueen456, sadadog, gates123, sandyiscool999, belluvsawesome, violetpetluvah, cattygurlrulz, kanaboxer
cattygurlrulz: v? are you here? bel, you 2?
belluvsawesome: here, yah. I can understand why you are friends with some of the dogs here!
cattygurlrulz: you can?
sandyiscool999: I can understand why you like Bel…
secretstealer: bel, what did you do behind my back?
belluvsawesome: nothing, I swear. I like ton make new friends. don’t you?
sadadog: Catty, how do you like home?
cattygurlrulz: it’s fine.
gates123: princess, SACA?
princesqueen456: I am on task one- but I just couldn’t refuse this chat request! 🙂 The leader, SACA Cat is really sweet, but one of the Cats mewswhisker is MEAN! 😦
huggythepugno.1: snort.
princessqueen456: what?
kryteers: whisker… instead of PAW? silly!
princessqueen456: I can scratch, you know!
iamablackpug789: we know. you literally ripped out my eyeball!
COOKIEcrumbs789: mine, too! remember… it was so funny, I was almost with one eye, instead of two.
kanaboxer: yup! SOO… funny! I don’t want you to have only one eye!
sadadog: some of us might…
gates123: what do you mean, SADA dog, by that?
sadadog: nothing!
huggythepugno.1: um, well- so I have an announcement!
kanaboxer: DON’t!! I read your post!
COOKIEcrumbs789: I did too!
mysteryMWAhha: what? you still go on that blog?
COOKIEcrumbs789: yeah, I just read their posts n secrets (HA!)
secretstealer: good job, cnc!
sadadog: that’s not nice!
sandyiscool999: but bel said otherwise…..
secretstealer: sandy and bel? what’s up with you two? I have to know why you are both whispering and giggling like crazy! it hurt me 😦
belluvsawesome: sorry!
sandyiscool999: I second that! Sorry!
huggythepugno.1: please- stop! I have an announcement- I’m going to leave SADA!
sadadog: what?!!!!!
kanaboxer: huggy- no! make your decision later!
cattygurlrulz: yeah, huggy- no! life back here is boring! you can’t miss the fight!
kanaboxer: yes, huggy no!
gates123: leave? why- is it ’cause of me?
princessqueen456: I like SACA- but I’m not leaving you- or SADA!
iamablackpug789: our best secret agent- my best friend- gone?
huggythepugno.1: sorry- I just can’t.
kryteers: why? why? why do you wanna leave? I’m not saying it’s bad- I like it, but I wanna know- curious of me!
mysteryMWAhha: what made you change your mind?
kanaboxer: it was me.
sandyiscool999: KANA?!?
violetpetluvah: really?!?!
kanaboxer: I told huggy today that the gang needed space.. and we weren’t friends, and Huggy’s now mad and wants to leave 😦
iamablackpug789: you won’t, right, huggy? and kana? I’m at a loss for words!
kanaboxer: I regret it too. I shouldn’t have said anything.
gates123: oh well.
kanaboxer: thanks, gates. you understand-
gates123: no, what? I said oh well to Wronklette- we are also chatting!
huggythepugno.1: wronk o lay? back to her? kana’s right!
kanaboxer: I’m not!
sadadog; huggy I’ll give it to you till tomorrow to think, ok?
huggythepugno.1: ok
kryteers: SAY NO! SAY NO!
mysteryMWAhha: best secret agent- gone, ha! too petty for them!
secretstealer: so? they deserve to lose one! we don’t!
kryteers: already 3459 dogs! come on- we’re wasting our time here!
COOKIEcrumbs789: i’ll come in a sec!
secretstealer: great! come on!
COOKIEcrumbs789: guys, n dogs? bye!
belluvsawesome: see you, CNC!
huggythepugno.1: good luck and thanks for the post!
kanaboxer: I second that! thanks!
COOKIEcrumbs789: no prob!

Huggy And I have a Little Chat

Me: Huggy- we have to tell SADA dog that we know the evils battle plans!
Huggy: KANA! No, how do you know she isn’t lying?
I am silent for a moment. I know CNC. We used to be BFF’s. And now? Well, CNC is unpredictable. I squirm before I can answer. My mind is all blank!
Me: Cookies ‘n Cream and I used to be Bff’s. She never lied.
Huggy’s expression softens. Her wrinkles wrinkle and she peers at me, to see if I am lying. But I’m not. I’m not lying. I can’t after all.
Huggy: I agree- she never did lie!
Me: Yeah, and she wants to come back- you hear?
Huggy nods and her eyes are trained on the floor, like she’s hiding something. Did she…? Oh, no she didn’t! She couldn’t!
Me: The letter for CNC… the private post….. you READ it?
Huggy avoids eye contact and I see her about to run away. I grit my teeth. So she did! My heart breaks!
Me: Why?!?
Huggy: I don’t know…. I just did- no harm done, right?
I don’t look at Huggy- no harm done? Seriously- why is Huggy being all snoopy all of a sudden? I disapprove.
Huggy: At least- we’re still Bff’s and CNC might come, right??
Anger flashes inside me. I can’t control it. It’s in my mind, my heart, my lungs, my paws… it’s every where. I can feel it, burning like a flame inside me.
Me: Huggy- no, why are we friends? Why?
Huggy’s eyes widen.
Huggy: So… we’re not?
Anger is back, and fear is now flickering.
Me: Princess is gone for SACA, Catty left, violet is obsessed with Catty, Muggy? too playful, Gates- sick, and CNC left us, and us? Well, we’re apart. the gang is.. well, falling apart, I guess. So, we don’t belong.
I Try not to break the news to Huggy too harshly. But Huggy looks like I just stabbed a knife into her. My heart breaks.
Huggy: So… we don’t click… anymore?
Me: I- I- didn’t-
But it’s too late- Huggy is gone. I feel like crying. No, this chat went HORRIBLE!

KaNa 😦

Friends Smiends

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Huggy here!
This isn’t a picture of me, but I just found it, and thought it was SO SO cute! (I got it from my calendar, which I got for Christmas! SHH! Don’t tell!)
Um, well, I read CNC’s post.
I bet you did, too! And my heart melted! Kana and I completed the mission! Now, we know their battle plan, still doubt trickles me. What if CNC made it up? What if she did? Kana read it, too, and she approved 100% that CNC was telling the truth. I am still hesitating, and I don’t want to tell SADA dog, just yet.
Maybe later…….?
Also, Sandy has been ignorant. Don’t blame her- she has made two evil friends- Bel and Star Stripe! She should feel guilty!
Princess is taking the SACA test- and I wonder how it’s going. I can’t believe she agreed- but thankfully, it’s only part time- not that she will spending her days and nights at SACA- I hope. I also wonder what name they get after they finish Secret Agent Training. Whisker…? Tail….? Paw, in my opinion, is so much better. But princess already has PrincessPaw! Will her training be done forever at this rate? I sure hope not. She tried hard, I have to admit that!
The world is a crazy place. and I plan to survive it!!

Huggy***

A Secret Message!

Hiding Is the Best defense!

Hiding Is the Best defense!

Huggy here.
I read Kana’s letter. Don’t bark- don’t snarl- don’t! I lost my pact, so what? And I did get my congratulations from Kana! I was over the moon!
Kana: great job on your post!
Me: Thanks!
And Kana just smiled at me, her thick boxer coat gleaming, and she walked away, so proud and happy!
But reading Kana’s message to CNC made me want to throw up! I wish I didn’t read it! I just wish- oh, well. I did. And now I know Kana wants CNC back and she forgives her!
Me?
No way! CNc harmed SADA- she is evil- and coldhearted! She broke SADA and the gang- by leaving us- argh! So why should I ever forgive her? I have to mark this as ‘Private!’ Gates and Kana and the rest would never approve!
And Princess? Well, she’s living a life, that’s for sure! Friends, luxury, missions… Princess has it all! And Sada Dog is thinking of sending her partly to SACA (Secret Agent Cat Association!) But I won’t have it! We were already torn apart- do we need more? NO WAY!
Well, I know I have a lot of strong opinions, so please don’t use them against me!! Thanks!

Huggy ****( my old signoff :()

Dear CNC… from Kana :)

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“Dear CNC,
This is my first letter to you. I am sorry- you might feel rejected but don’t! Just realize, we still appreciate you, even though you left us! I laugh at our adventures and relive them every time I read WCSOTG, too! I read your post, and I would forgive you! I wouldn’t hold a thing behind our friendship- so what are you waiting for? Please return! I miss you!! I think we all do! So after the brutal battle, let’s all become the gang again- full and complete! And I hope you don’t hold a thing against us! So well, see you January 2nd! Please reply as quick as you can! I will appreciate it!

Paws and Barks,
Kana :)”

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